I would always say "don't sleep with your ex", but guess what I did last night?? You know what- it was ME that was the aggressor! I am pregnant and my hormones are going crazy and BOB just doesn't always do the trick! I miss sex, and it had been almost four monthes (unless you count one little quickie that was way too soon after him leaving for it to be a good idea)! I was going crazy!!!! He came by to look for something for his computer and I basically attacked him! In his defense he didn't want to because of the emotional repercussions, but both of our bodies did! Yes, I feel a little empty this morning, but that's mainly because it was the first time I'd seen him in four weeks so I missed him. We talked for a few hours last night, and I realize that hard as it may be I am going to have to let go of some of this anger. He really is a good guy that completely fucked up, but he's still the father of my child and I still love him. I don't want us to hate each other. Oneday I hope we can be friends because I really, really miss that part of our relationship too!
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