My ex still wants to be part of my life or whatever but after hearing that she doesn't love me like that anymore, idk. I have been wandering around looking for work and started my classes and I can only remember how it WAS and not how it IS. I'm so distracted and hurt that I can't seem to push through all of this. I need to get outta here, talk to new people, or at least get working. I'm getting all worked up over other dudes talking to MY girl. Then i remember....it doesn't matter anymore. I'm in the past. How the hell am I going to get through this?! I'm trying so hard to take all the advice i am given, but it's so much harder when my heart has more control than my mind. AAAAGHH. Thank you, everyone.
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