Well, I have finally admitted to myself I am depressed. I'm not used to feeling like I'm in a deep, black hole but I am. I think it may be two fold, recovering from the transplant surgery (everything is going good), and now that the surgery is over it is time to focus on the divorce. Stbx has moved along just fine with his numerous girlfriends. I am alone in my apt., I am not special to anybody, life has dramatically changed. What can I do to help me pull myself out of this? I never thought i would be here.
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