i think i need meds. i hate to say that but i think its time. im having obsessive thoughts about my ex gf. we still talk and tell each other we miss each other. believe it or not we are still each others support system. anyway... havent talked to her in like 24 hours and im thinking bad thoughts. like bad bad thoughts. not that shes hooking up with someone cuz i know shes not at this time, but that she had an accident or died. i know that horrible. i was up all night crying and panicking. then this morning i heard from her and my anxiety was gone. IM SO MESSED UP
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