WELL I WENT THRU A BAD DIVORCE AND WENT THRU MAJOR DEPRESSION 3 YRS AGO AND MET A GIRL IN KANSAS CITY WHO WAS MY ANGEL THAT HELPED ME THRU MY DEPRESSION ABOUT A YEAR AGO,AFTER BEING THERE 3 MONTHS SHE SENT ME HOME SO I WENT BACK TO FLORIDA FOR ABOUT A MONTH AND WE TALKED AND SHE TOLD ME SHE MADE A MISTAKE SO I WENT BACK HERES THE SAD PART I STAYED FOR 3 MORE MONTHS AND SHE TOLD ME TO LEAVE AGAIN SO I WENT BACK TO FLORIDA FOR A SECOND TIME AND WE STILL TALKED SOME AND AFTER 2 MONTHS BEING BACK IN FLORIDA SHE AND HER DAD BEGGED ME BACK AND I JUST GOT UP AND LEFT MY FAMILY AND CHILDREN FOR THE 3RD TIME TO GO AND BE WITH HER AND HER KIDS ITS WAS GOING GOOD SO I THOUGHT UNTIL YESTERDAY WHEN SHE TOLD ME TO LEAVE AGAIN SO I SIT HERE IN A SUPER 8 MOTEL WAITING FOR A FLIGHT BACK TO FLORIDA AND ALL I DO IS CRY,CRY,CRY ALL I EVER WANTED IS TO LOVE AND BE LOVED-SO MUCH HEARTACHE AND DEPRESSION IT HURTS SO BAD I AM TIRED OF CRYING 4 YEARS OF NONSTOP CRYING AND NONE KNOWS I PRAY EVERYNIGHT THAT THE PAIN WILL GO AWAY IF YOU CAN HEAR ME GOD MAKE IT STOP PLEASE IM BEGGING YOU IF ANYONE READS THIS JUST PLEASE DONT MAKE THE SAME MISTAKES I DID BECAUSE EMOTIONS WILL TEAR YOU APART AND IF YOUR WITH SOMEONE APPRECIATE THEM BECAUSE IN A FLASH THEY COULD BE GONE RIGHT OUT OF YOUR LIFE SO PLEASE CONSIDER PEOPLES FEELINGS AND STOP AND THINK ABOUT LIFE AND DONT GET MIXED UP LIKE I DID AND FALL FLAT ON YOUR FACE 4 TIMES AND GO BACK IN THE WILDERNESS LIKE I AM RIGHT NOW! LORD PLEASE HELP ME GET THRU THIS!
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