Isnt it strange how after being withsomeone for 14 years, married for 13, that you wake up one day and realize that the person you love is a stranger? When I dragged him out of another womans house on valentines day he sat there stone faced while I cried my heart out. H e even had the nerve to yell at me when he felt like I had yelled at him for too long then he said he wanted to leave for a bit to"get away" I laughed histerically and said I was glad that he could "get away" while me and the kids couldnt leave behind the hurt he had caused. I really dont know him anymore and I realize this morning that I dont want to know the person that he has become. I guess thats one little step for me.
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