I just know that I am worth so very much more than he ever gave me credit for. I have been reading lately, watching some interesting public tv, thinking, lisitening, and I know that I have had some relatively unique life experiences, experiences that he could not even begin to share with me. He was dull. Flat. It just seems os sad that I hva to be alone when I have so much to offer, but no way to figure out how to offer it. He certainly was a waste of 10 years, except for this here divorce experience which is so everlasting broadening. I can only wait and wonder why I hve to have this experience. Must be aprt of my charmed life, i am sure, but it does seem to be a bit of a glitch from my current perspective.
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