Ive been dating this girl for a year w/ bipolar disorder. I stayed by her side through all the very low times and good times that we had. She moved in fairly quickly and we began to fight more and more. It reached a point to where she hit me during two arguments and I pushed her on both occasions. Maybe it was wrong of me to lay my hands on her, but i did. She recently moved out because because she said she was fearful of me. We kept seeing each other until just a day ago when I broke it off for about the sixth time. I just feel like there was never much support given to me and that as much as she says she wants to try again her actions say something much more to me. She sleeps for nearly 14 hours a day and has become more distance in sharing her feelings with me. Also, when we speak on the phone she always sounds aggrivated. I want someone who wants to be with me. Who I dont get angry at and someone I can feel secure with. I think we both just have different needs that cant be met from the other. There is a part of me that will always love her but I also feel like Im missing out on something more fulfilling if I stayed with her.
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