It's been almost three months since the split and I have had a major relapse these past few days. Mostly due in part to the fact that I started dating someone who lives far away (soon to be moving to my city). Things with him are very unclear and it's just making me feel worse. I'm absolutely TERRIFIED of getting rejected by him and keep thinking everything that I say and do is wrong. I miss my ex and don't understand why he doesn't love me and want to make things work out and feel like I'm going to be alone forever. My self confidence is shot and I've been crying myself to sleep. What happened to me????
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