I cant seem to find anything good to think about my family lately. Just left the marriage one month ago and trying to move on with my two teens. My sisters and mother have not contacted me much and I find I do not want to talk to them anyway. I feel resentful of them and push them away. My sister called tonight and it was stressful talking to her, and Mom was at her place as well. I just cannot handle any critism or lack of empathy from them at all. Maybe I am transferring my anger from my ex to them...I have done so much thinking in the last month...maybe too much! It's hard to be around them and I'm going to a family function soon..they tend to drink and get loose lipped. I started antidepressants a week ago..sis didnt think drugs were a good way to handle it....grrrrr...and I love my family...and I dont feel myself at all right now..wtf...any suggestions on how to be tolerant?
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