I went to see this new counselor today. She was great, don't get me wrong. But today is Wednesday, I haven't heard from him since Saturday, and I'm feeling very down. Why am I so stupid? This counselor picked up on a few things that I need to work on within myself, which I am totally ready to do, but why am I feeling so down because this man yet again discarded me like yesterdays trashy shit!?!?!? Crying again and hate myself for doing so!
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