In the 19 years I was married, I raised the kids practically by myself, dealt with the ex working shift work, moved several times over his jobs, worked full time myself, lived apart for a year due to a job and basically waited for the day when we would be able to spend time together alone. That day is finally coming to pass, but now we are divorced. He is no longer employed and he's out of the country spending weeks with his girlfriend/fiancee. WTF?????????? It's more baggage that I have to let go and put down along side the road. I'm tired of crying every day when I get home from work.
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