ok so hubby finally went through with it , he disappearred on a plane to greece to go stay with the internet tart yesterday without a word or goodbye to anyone were all devistated , i sobbed all day yesterday the pain is unbearable , just sat in my tracksuit and sobbed not wanting to see anyone or do anything but to go to sleep and not wake up but i cant even do that , his mum iss in a mess shes not a well woman anyway shes nearly as bad as me apparntly but i cant even face her ,i dont want to go to work todday but my daughter says ive got to do it , i cant just sit crying ive got to carry on as normal how the hell can i move on , i know shes only trying to help but i feel they all think i should just take it in my stride i really want to ring work and say im not coming in but i work with his sister who is a very strong woman and dont want to give her satisfaction im crumbling and cant cope any advice how i can get through today , i cant even think about tomorrow or next week im struggling just to get through the next hour
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