As I mentioned in my last topic, Im still greiving for the loss of my girlfriend and Im still relapsing when I think Im alright. But I forgot to mention, back when we were together, and for a while after we split, when I'd get mad at her, I'd get so mad, that I would just sit in my room, all day and do nothing at all. And I mean nothing. until I heard from her again. It would litterally consume my life, but now Im to a point to where I still get really mad but it doesnt consume me like, and its cause I found a counter weapon. Slayer! I've been a fan of their music for a long time but seriously theres just something about it that counters any sadness relapse or life consuming depression and turns it into a maniacal yet positive release... Its helped and still is helping me. big time
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