Today is the the day I've been so scared would eventually come. My ex who I still live with is coming home tonight from his trip to see his "friend" He has been gone for a week and I have been a mess. My anxiety is taking over my whole body and I just want to die right now. I am tired of being made to look like a fool! I can't even imagine what it's gonna feel like to see him after he has been with her all week. I don't want to live this life anymore!
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