So, I was good at "blocking" the feelings the last few days. Hubby had to come over tonight to get the wedding/and other photoalbums (triggers, need to be out of reach). I had to go through them to get some pics of my family. Then it hits me. All the things we did together. There is so much happiness in his eyes. I just don't get it, such a waste. I do not know how to open his mind just a little to see this and at least give it a chance. I just cannot let go, there is no reason other than he having made up his mind, somehow, for some reason. Just venting. It is just so sad.
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