I am an on-and-off NFL fan, depending on the year. I am NOT an Oakland Raiders fan. I have a ticket for the taking for Sunday's game in Oakland. I have been very moody behind this ivorce. And very lonely. But the ticket is with a group of union folks of whom I know like two people. It will take up a huge portion fo teh day. It sounds very rowdy and overwhelming right now. I mean, people get shot routinely at Raiders' games. I much prefer the 49'ers (been going to their game ssince I was a kid,m never been to a Raider game). I resisted cancelling until today -- then tried to cancel, and have been met with some serious attempts to reconsider. It jsut sounds liek a really long day, around way too many people, with a fair amount of travel involved, and I am sort of in a nesting mood. I will feel guilty if I don;t go, but I don't really want to. But then I question am I not going jsut becasue of the stupid divorce thing making me feel inadequate socially. I dunno. That's enuf for now. Any comment., whatever the nature, is appreciated. This has been bugging me bigtime for a couple of weeks now, on a variety of levels.
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