I was only
married for a year, but my husband woke up one day and decided he hated me and wanted to give up on me and our family. I begged and pleaded for days for months .... not any shred of emotion out of him. I keep wondering why and how someone could be so cold as to just give up on a woman you were madly in love with . Wouldn’t go to counseling or a priest or a friends nothing ... I offered everything . So many sad feelings and problems. However, this post is about me. I feel empty and so alone. I have my son and we do everything together , but he is a baby , so that does limit what we do . I have no single friends or family support. Anytime my family calls it’s to ask about my son and never about me . I’m to the point where I stopped talking to them because they don’t care about me or what I’m going through , they actually put blame on me for not being able to keep my family together bc they said my son will now suffer. None of this was my choice . I would do anything to have my family back but now I have no one . How do you meet single friends or even new friends as an adult? I feel like I need hobbies or something to do or someone to talk to which is why I’m here . I went from all to nothing overnight .
is not fun.i am having so many OCD driven intrusive thoughts,all kinds,including S/H.my anxiey is soaring and my meds do not touch it.On top of that is my hypervigilance bringing me to the point of anxiety i have already written about here....last week?All i feel is constant fear and it is tough to breathe through.i just don't know what to do anymore.
Just lonely today