I am new to this website and I am really hurting. I just was told on april 10th that our ten year relationship was not working out. I got with him when I was 19 and have been supporting him for the last two years. I am now 29 and he is now 37. He is about to graduate from college finally and now he decides that we are not working out. I have been paying all the bills and I got a pink slip at work in march. It just seemed that he was having a midlife crisis. I am devastated and he came and got all his things from our apartment and it was really hard. I bargained with him and did all that. Now the weekends are the hardest for me. I feel lonely and have never been single really and it's hard. I am trying to find myself but I feel really sad a lot. There are things that I did that I am not proud of and things I feel really guilty for. I need some encouragement.
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