Hi my name is Karyn and my husband of 15 years just told me he hasn't loved me for months and has been putting up a front! We have 2 boys 11 & 13. Since Christmas he has been in and out again trying to figure it out. We went to a counselor once and he said he was more confused but in a good way. And realy had to think and needed space. He also said he would go back to the counselor for us. The next week came and he got sick and I went by myself. He texted me that he can't get over his hangups and he will be home Saturday to get his stuff. I called him and told him that it was rude of hom to text me instead of talking to me like a man. He said he knew if he called me that he was staying away tonite that I would freak. I told him I wouldn't. So he said he would think it over again tonite and come home tommorrow and give me an answer. Why do I want to still hold on to any hope? Am I stupid!! What is one night going to change? I am totally crushed and so depressed. I don't know what to do!! Sorry for going on and on but I needed to vent!! I am hoping for this site to help make it a little easier!!
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