Our fourth court date was March 2nd, but he didn't get all the paperwork in as usual. Also he is off with the other woman to Ethiopia, the dickhead. Anyway I just got a new date from my attorney. June 2nd. I am so pissed. This has been going on for 18 months since he left. Stbx's response now, well divorces take awhile. At the beginning it was we should be done in six months. He is such an arrogant ass. This is his fourth trip since he filled for the divorce. This with all the pay increases for the other woman just add to how much I want this all over and done with. I am done with my rant.
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