I wrote in my journal briefly but i had a serious change in my thinking. Today is not the end its the beginning of the rest of my life. Why would i want to be with someone who didnt even speak to me when she left? i stood by her through thick and thin and her? she just ran away when i needed help most. and she has the nerve to say we can still be friends. Civil yes but friends no. I dont have a friend that would run when i need help. There is a reason she has two daughters with two different men. She doesnt know what it takes to have a relationship. the give and take necessary for it to work. So the way i see it her loss not mine. I realized i was more concerned about losing a sexual partner than a wife. So from here on out im going to be as positive as possible.
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