I don't know how much more I can take. I just found out that my husband is staying with what used to be my friend. I can't stop crying. I just feel like I can't take anymore. I know I need to move forward, but I don't know how to get past all of this pain. I just feel like I can't move, I can't breathe, I can't think or function. I just want to go to sleep and not wake up until after the holidays are over. I have 3 kids that I can't even take care of right now, because I can't get a grip on myself. I want to hate him so the pain will go away.
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