It is Wednesday morning, 10.00am. This time tomorrow, I will be in court for round two. Can hardly breathe, cannot stop crying, running around like a cray lady, preparing last minute documents. The whole formal procedure, overwhelms me. To make matters worse, my stbx is walking around like he has just been to Disneyland. I know alot of it is mind playing to throw me off guard, so in a way he has one, I cannot play his games, nor do I want to. Sorry, just needed to vent.
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