So another weekend alone. It has been 7 weeks since my separatoin and the divorce will be final in 8 days. I thought by now I would be doing better. I spent all day yesterday on the couch watching movies, and feeling sorry for myself. I thought by now I would be thinking less of her, but yesterday I got a forwarded mail for a wedding invite to us from one of her friends. Apparently she has not told people what is going on. This also happened during Christmas. I wish I was not in this situation. Sometimes I feel like I am making small strides and then I feel like I am no better off then I was 7 weeks ago, and I hate that I will have to see her in 8 days because it is going to tare me up inside.
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