I need to move on. I am 29 yrs old and I have spent the last 7 yrs of my life in love with a man who does not love me back. Now of course he still says he loves me, even though he left me 2 yrs ago with a house 2 kids and in the middle of nursing school. The man says he still loves me. Even though he is currently seeing the girl he was having sex with when my son was 4 mnths old. My son is now 4. Now mind you I am not dumb!! I know he doesn't love me in a healthy way! But I want him to come home!!! I'm tired of hearing myself miss him but I honest to God do not know how to move on!! Please help.
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