I have had one of those days where I had a three hour tear fest. I made my favorite dinner but had upset myself so bad I couldn't eat it. Now I'm tired from crying and can't sleep. I need to find away to feel better. So thought I'ld come here because you all have been a big help in doing just that, making me feel better! Went to town today to get some boxes to start packing, that I think is what started it. When I went to the bank and found out that he had used the money in the account again is when it really hit. Got home safely but then the tears took over completely. I just feel like he wants nothing more than to make sure I suffer and hurt forever. He knows that money has to go to support this household but yet he wants me to support him too. I am so tired of hurting, he uses my love for him against me. I wish he would just get the papers done so I can sign them and move on. Oh lordy here come those pesky tears again. Anyone got a good joke?
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