Just arrived at the office and am losing it. Can stay low for about 10 minutes, anyonme got a tip on how to make the tears stop? This is so embarrassing! I knwo that I was touchy before I got here. Asked someone to go get me a small soup from the cafe in teh next block. Came in adn they all claimed they were broke. OK. I asked if petty cash was empty -- lo, behold, it was not! Nobody wanted to make sure that I got a fucking little cup of soup before the lunchtime meeting. Story of my life these days out ehre in the real world. Then they tell me tht the big printer is not working and nobody ahs done anything except leave a voice mail for someone. When I called earlier, they never said a word abotu teh printer being broken. WTF! It's like nobody cares about anything around here. And I am sick of being stepped on while I try to kiss everyone's ass. This place can go belly-up tonight for all I care. Yes, I am in a rare mood. OK, brethe, breathe, breathe....
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