I had a little too much to drink at dinner with my boss tonight...I'm feeling so lonely, so bitter. I don't usually drink, I don't know what's wrong with me. I don't have the guts to go foolishly rebound or anything, but instead of feeling numb like I hoped, I feel so angry and hurt and I want to get him back for how mean he's been. I didn't think I'd feel this way, I just wanted to be able to forget about him for one night and enjoy my time on this trip...totally backfired on me!! Prayers!!
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