Some of u read my post yesterday - Im drug addict and I'm trying to get clean, my wife left me cos I cheated on her and because I was getting in trouble. She called me last night and I couldn't anser it she is worried about me and how I'm doing but I don't think she loves me anymore so it makes me feel confused if she tries to be supportive. plus I think she's hooking up with a friend of mine and that hurts but i don;t wanna get on the phone with her and say something awful. I dont want to ask her if its true and have her say yes and then get angry or jealous. I want to call her back and i want to beg and plead for her to come back but i have no right to. she's trying to be nice but it confuses me she has filed for divorce so why is she calling me to see if Im ok . .I want to hear her voice but she will get mad at me at some point in the conversation i don't want to bring her anymore pain than i already have. This is really comfusing me. Thanks to anyone that takes the time to read this.
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