My step daughter is turning 21 soon. There is a big out of town celebration for family and friends. i will not be there of course. This will be the first event since the divorce that her dad will attend without me. My heart is there and it just brings me to tears. This is not how it is supposed to be. He of course has moved on with another woman and it doesn't bother him at all. So they will be there all together and i will be alone. Such pain. Such unfairness this divorce mess.
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