As i was dropping them off at the half way point , (we grabbed a donut) my 9 year old son said to me that mommy was late .. It was raining hard and he smiled at me and siad with a look of glee , maybe she got in a car accident . I didn't panic, but did say them we would have to go to the hospital . I also reminded him about the time that I had been in an accident and his mom had to see me there . I left it at that but it makes me wonder , what is going thru his little mind , my daugther is worried about me , and to be honest (even though I didn't show it ) i'm worried period , about what this is going to do to them ,,any advice..ty
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