I went through my lowest low last year with depression, I was hospitalized, lost my job, had several ECT procedures and really was at an all time low. I am finally doing much better and am stabilized on the right meds and currently going to regular therepy. I have found another job, but took a pay cut. I am finally feeling good about myself. The problem is my husband has never been there for me during this whole time, he is not compasionate, caring, loving, or even cares to communicate with me and since coming home has done nothing but blame me for the financial downfall we are in. He has yelled and screamed at me about things, and has been very secretative about finances with me. I know the marriage is over but I don't even know what the first step towards ending this and moving on is. I really think a big part of my depression is my marriage. I refuse to let someone bring me back down to a place I never want to go again. Any advice?
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