I dated a man for almost a year. He broke up with me the week before Christmas. He had a giant man crisis and ambivalent behavior. He was also having some trouble with drinking and drug use. Long story.... we would be here all day If I told you guys everything. Anyway, I have not had any contact with him for almost a month. It has been hard everyday. I cry and feel like crap. At times I even have had the thought of wanting him back. Mutal friends of ours have told me that he is sad and misses me. They have even told me that he sad I am lonely and miss her so she must be lonely and missing me and he is surprised that I haven't called him. What an ass right? He still has my apartment key. I called the day he broke up with me and told him to bring it back and put it under my mat. The key has not surfaced yet. He told our mutal friend that he knows that I am hurting and that I need space. He will get it back to me eventually. Everyone that I talk to tells me that this is a control issue. He has something he knows that I want. They also tell me this could be a way for him to see me again. What do you guys think?
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