Ok, so I went to my counselor last night, and ex sent me a text while I was meeting with her. He sent me 4 text messages and called twice. I guess I would have thought that once we exchanged each other's belongings that would have been it. WRONG! According to Julie she thinks he misses me, and that's why the contact all of a sudden. For whatever reason I don't see it that way. I guess in my opinion if he really missed me and cared he would have called and said that he had made a mistake and wants to work on it. Well he hasn't done that, so I will just keep moving forward in my journey. Nor will I allow myself to stay in a rut wondering what he is doing or thinking. That would be dangerous for me to do.
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