i made a post a few days ago that i finally told my husband it was over, now i just want the pain and tears to stop. i found out the next day that on top of the drug use he now has a national warrant for breaking and entering, stealing checks among quite a bit of other things. he is so bad on drugs im surprised he hasnt killed himself yet. its like he snapped and went crazy. i feel so alone and hopeless. i am now a single mom with no job and awaiting the worst possible news imaginable! i cant stop thinking about the past when we met and fell in love. all the memories of our happy life haunt me now. i feel like i am suffocating and cant breathe. he is going to go to prison for at least 10 years and i have no idea what i am going to tell our daughter when she is older. his family and friends still call me and i guess he cries alot saying that he needs help but is to scared to turn himself in because of prison. how did my "happily ever after" turn out to be a nightmare!! not to sound overdramatic but he was my knight in shining armor. i cant even digest everything going on right now. ontop of the breaking and entering, theft, and an escape charge, he has over $14,000.00 in bad checks he wrote, plus child support he hasnt paid since july when he began running. how did my life end up this way? as of right now i dont even know if he is alive. (thats how bad he is on drugs) it wasnt supposed to be like this, we were supposed to grow old together....
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