My husband is now out of my house, we are selling our home, he says he hates me. I know its because of drugs and alcohol. I know we can't be together, but this is killing me. He only left today and already I am crying about how much this hurts. Its been two months in the works, but I just wasnt prepared how I would feel once he is gone. He did such horrible things to me and said such horrible, cruel things. Why do I miss him and still love him and feel sorry for him. I feel like the bad person in this. When is this going to get better.
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