My husband and I were marriend July 12, 2008 and he has already left me. He has been staying at his moms for a month now. He keeps telling me he wants a divorce and that it's not worth trying anymore. He says its 50/50...his anger and my drinking (which he has never really supported me with) I have spoken to our minister and my husband is avoiding everyone who may have something to say about our marriage. If he wants the divorce so bad then why has he not filed for it? I am starting college tomorrow and it is so hard to not have the support from my husband. Going back to college was OUR plan. He was to support me while I finished my last year of school and then we would start a family and now look at what he is doing!! I cannot believe he does not even care how I am feeling or care about the hell he is putting me through. I told him he was tearing my heart into pieces and he grined while saying, "I wish I could find those pieces, put your heart back together and burn it." He doesn't mean this crap does he?? He has already admitted he has an anger problem, why is he too stubborn to talk about the real issues he is having?? IM SO FRUSTRATED!!!
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