I need some strength to be strong right now. I am getting ready to drop the kids off at there dad's and my song is begging me not to "make" him go. Why does this have to be so hard? He actually asked me tonight why daddy can't just live with us? This is the first time he has said that since this whole process had started almost a year ago. I just want to cry right now but holding it back to show him that it will be ok. I just don't know how much longer I will last. I know as soon as I get back in my car I will loss it. Just need some prayers right now.
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