After thinking this through I have decided to no longer visit this site. I have attempted to lift the spirits of others with a small dose of humor and my story even when I was crying inside despite my own pain-anguish/situation... I have had some success yet feeling that I no longer have anything to offer most of you anymore. Maybe it is my age that plays a factor as well as the duration of my marriage that some of you cannot identify with, maybe my stbx is right, no one will ever need or love me again...I don't know. I do wish all of you the best and I pray for your happiness. My last words to all of you is have the good life each of you deserve and I hope you no longer feel the emotional pain you are currently going through...stay strong.
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