I am feeling sorry for myself. It is my birthday on New Years Day. I again will be here New Years Eve alone and wake up alone. I cant look forward to a whole year like this....I cant stop thinking about tonight and what my husband will be doing. I know he most likely will be at a party, and who will he turn to at the stroke of midnight. Will it cross his mind that it is my birthday too. I am really struggling today. It is 2 months since he left....I miss him, I want him here ....
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Okay, so today's therapy session did make me start thinking a little bit more about my family and childhood, which as I have said else where this week is something I want to not do for the time being. I want to just manage my grief for Lisa for now. So, I am engaging in some more art therapy tonight to distract myself, and thank you Patti for the idea for tonight's drawing distraction. zebra:...
im having a really bad aspergers melt down. All because i can not express how i feel or even identify the feelings. It feels bad. Yet im not wanting to sh or suicidal or whatever so i must be ok. Agghhh this doesnt feel nice. I wish i could just atleast identify my feeling.