So it was 14 years ago today that I took my vows and told the woman I loved I would spend the rest of my life with her. I moved out of the home we bought together and saw built from the ground up in October 07. I went through a lot of hurt and on top of that I had lost my job just before Christmas and dealt with her being with someone else. My life was in so much pain and yet I kept facing each day and each night. I eventually found work 4 months after I was laid off and still faced a broken heart and all the emotionally things she caused to me and that I caused to myself. But as today started I felt nothing, no pain. Marriage meant everything to me I was proud of being a husband. I had been recovering from a broken heart and have made it to where a day that meant a lot to me didn't hurt. Though I have about 6 more hours til midnight I still feel that nothing will come of this day. A part of me feels bad for not even remembering past anniversaries that were good but I am glad not to hurt. I found this song that kind of sums it up for me.
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