well, i almost got through a whole day without getting in an arguement w/stbx.I'm sooo sick of appoligizing for shit only to keep the peace. like its ever gonna be me and her again, so why do i back down?am i a puss? am i trying to be the bigger person here? do i like setting myself up for more pain?I use to joke about getting a "masochist" tattoo put on me but wtf? Why do i have to be the reasonable one? why can't i fly of the handel? she the one who was " unhappy for years" and never said anything to me, and now shes like you should have known. really? how the f--- am i suppose to do that when your "acted" like anything is fine? so f---in sue me for actually believeing that the "one and only" for me would have been able to talk to me when something was wrong. maybe i was tricking myself all these years, that you were the one only to find out your not even close...so fuck you and your materialistic ass self. money isn't the only thing, and why can't you see that i'm trying to get "us" out of debt the best way i can. i'm fucking trying , and why is it you make me feel like i'm the "strange one" because i feel like the richest person on earth cause i have a roof over my head and 3 healthy kids? fuck you and all your "friends" at work who don't have any debt and who give you advice like there lives or so fucking great......wake the fuck up!!!!!!!!!!!!
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