I've been in a tailspin all night at work tonight, and it's only gotten worse. I see there are several other posts tonight of the same nature. I snuck off just now for a few minutes to try to pull myself together but it's not working. I'm so tired. I'm tired of feeling alone in a crowded room. I'm tired of telling myself to just through the next thirty days. I'm tired of not having someone to depend on or to lean on. I'm tired of the mind games. I need a break. I seriously need a break right now.
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