Anyone can be married and get divorced. But then comes the second marriage and divorce. What happens? Where is the breakdown of the marriage. Didn't we learn anything from the first marriage? What happened. What do we need to learn to NOT repeat this pattern again? Do we stop believing in the sanctity of marriage and the forever part of the vows? Or is it until we find something better or cannot put up with this any more? Synical? I'm not sure. I want to be a positive person. But after totally believing in two persons and thinking that one was my soul mate and best friend...what do you think? I feel less able to make a logical decision about romance and committment. I cannot trust myself, so how can I trust someone else? Just curious as to how everyone else feels about this.
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