I decided yesterday that I needed a change of scenary. I've been hanging around in the house and trying not to go places to avoid seeing my STBX. Then I decided at the last minute to pack my bags and go out of town to get away. I had a few friends in another town about an hour away to hang out with and do things. Boy was that a great Idea! I got back this afternoon and I can't tell you how so much better I feel. I laughed, I smilled, I got hit on, but most important I felt like life was actually moving along. I hated to have to go to another city to feel like that but it was well worth it. I have no close friends, companions or family in my city. I'm alone. It gave me a new outlook to get out of the house and to DO SOMETHING. The more I did nothing the more I sat around thinking, thinking and thinking about sad things. Being single so far is GREAT!!!!!!
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