Hi, I am in the process of healing from the break up of my marriage and family. I am trying hard to accept it as I have no other choice but acceptance. I feel I should be getting better as time goes on, but I still struggle with feelings of anger, betrayal, depression, and confusion. I know it is wrong, but I want her to feel what I am experiencing. I see her living life, looking happy, no heartache, no worries, and although she may be just appearing this way, it sticks in my craw. Where is the justice for what she did to our family? Why is there no remorse and no sense at all that she did anything wrong? Why can't I stop being concerned about her and get myself healed and move forward? I want to and need to. Also, we have a few friends that knew what was going on, and continued to enable her, and participate in the lifestyle she chose to live. I want to speak my mind to them and let them know how hurtful it was as they said nothing to her while she was living her new life and our family was falling apart. I want to get it off my chest as I feel, not that they took sides, but they did not stand up for what was right. I probably should just keep quiet. Thanks for letting me vent. My best to all of you, Mark
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