Last night my son made me really mad by going behind my back to do a kind of check on someone he knows I'm interested in. It made me livid. I told him " I never do that to you!! I never invade your privacy!!" He thinks he is justified & he said " Don't care. You're my mom & I'm going to look out for you." So I went to bed angry and I am still angry. But I am also in a very very dark blue mood. Kid just came in and said " I know you think I'm an asshole now. Let me take you out tonight for some real excitement. Let's go street racing!" Okay I feel kinda suicidal. Street racing sounds good right now & maybe it will clear this fog or kill me. Either way can't loose.
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