I feel like complete crap about Mother's day coming up. This will be the first in 12 years that I won't have my husband. Instead he will be celebrating it with a with another woman who is carrying his new baby. Why is this all I can think about. Sunday also happens to be our older sons 12th birthday, and he won't be hearing from his father because the F***ing bastard doesn't care anymore. It was always such a special time for us because My very first Mother's day was the day after the birth of our 1st child, and it always held so much more meaning to me because of that. I feel so bad for my son who already knows he won't hear from his dad. He says it doesn't bother him, but I know it does. I can see it on his little face. How can they treat their children that way??
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