Someone who drinks in the pub with my husband and who I use to chat to just rang me to ask how I was - then told me that my husband came into the pub the day he got his cheque for half the equity in the house, waiving it about like it was something to celebrate. It mocks our marriage, it mocks me - its like saying how pleased he is to have escaped.....how can this man who ran me baths, cooked for me, said he loved me have become so cruel. I have behaved impeccably since he left 33 days ago...and he has done nothing but show the world he doesnt give a damn and life is better without me.
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